Messages For Everyone

to someone i thought i'd like to get close to but decided i wont:
just because im being friendly means i am a s*ck-a**. it was a reciprocative gesture, not an aggressive act. wish you think before you speak. never expect id be as warm to you as before.

to the person who gave me a reason to look forward to going to that party:
i know i would never have the chance to be friends with you but just seeing you there is just enough to put a smile on my face.

to someone who has left and whom i shared some of life's sweetness:
there will never be an assurance as to how things will be in the future but im glad we became friends and we had a some fun memories together. not much really but just enough to make me miss you. i hope we could be good friends and will remain as one till the end.

to the friend who has awakened that night the sensuality i never thought i had which lay dormant for years:
i was sure glad that we could still talk the next time we saw each other. you know how much i really wanted to talk to you about what happened that night on our way home the next day. but i guess it would be best to let it be just like that. someday we could probably talk about it and laugh. it was a sweet memory though...one of those i will never forget.

to the girl who thinks she has won the lottery with that man:
i know you'll be happier together because if i were in your place, i'd be miserable as hell. i just am not sure if he deserves your love. but i wish you all the happiness.

to the person i almost get attached to but cowardice prevailed:
thanks for all the talks, it was all worth it. had i agreed to let you come over, had i put meaning over that 1-hour wait, had i never stopped communicating, we would probably have the chance of becoming "friendlier". good thing we are on the same network. i could still get updates from you despite your distance.

to someone who has broadcasted my so-called apology as her crowning glory:
i just want to say that i meant that when i said sorry. however, the apology was for hurting your feelings but never on taking back what i said because i always have a reason for everything that i say. i may regret some but that thing that you just accused me of saying which i could have possibly said (i have a poor memory), i would never take that back because if i really did say that, i think you deserve it. besides, i am entitled to my opinion. i am not violent and i am just not a loud mouth like you that's why i kept quiet. i know how to get angry too but i just dont let it out my mouth. if we would have taken that in a court room when we will be driven with reasons and not with negative and aggressive emotions, i know i will win.

to the girl friend i had since i was six:
it's best if you would not let boredom set in. you're well and good on your sixth year despite what you've been through. come on, marriage is a natural thing to do. just remember that ill be here no matter what.

to the person i thought i loved:
it's good seeing you again after sometime. not really much has changed on you but i was a bit wondering how come you became so distant. we never became good friends though.

to a buddy who committed a mistake but has moved on:
i really know you are a person that could withstand whatever that may come. and what happened proved that you really could. remeber that a child is always a blessing because there are some people who may never have the chance of having one. a mistake is never a reason for me to leave. we've been friends since highschool and i know there are still things more important than mistakes...friendship is one.

to the friend who never fails to get me a match:
thanks for all the effort. im as happy as a lad. i do have my own share of acquaintances. well, we may never know one of your friends could be the one for me but thanks really.

to the friend who has been one of the best phone pals ever:
philosophy has always been a great topic and it has never escaped our phone calls...and so is love. i know how you feel and i think im feeling it too especially during my "senti" moments. those talks somehow made me think of God. looking forward to the future in solitude is somewhat a possibility but its too early to conclude. youth is still on our side. and yeah, i really am thankful for forwarding me the messages of that guy i am so fond of.

to the guy im so incredibly fond of:
you were one of the first people i met in school yet we never became really close. i could remember every single instance when you have spoken to me (which is actually just thrice) or when we just even had close encounters. anyway, i hope you are doing just fine there. i could have written this on a text message but since i really have no business texting you, this will probably remain here for good. i wish you luck and happiness with her.

to the best "living-near-the-beach" philosophical friend:
you surely are one of the coolest. endless talks are always possible with you. this isnt the venue for a message for you because i know ill be dialing your number in a while.

to the man that ill be loving for the rest of my life:
paths are always tricky. we do get lost. but love will find its way. and when the day comes that our paths would cross (again, could be), i know it will be forever.